i really got nothing, man. i have no real reason to wake up in the morning. nothing to look forward to. i'm pretty drunk right now so maybe thats why i'm posting this. every day is the same for me. i get up, i go to work, i go to the gym, i go home. im so sick of it.
i'm sick of hearing everyone i know talk about how they just hooked up with a chick this past weekend, **** like that, i can't deal with it anymore. what the **** am i missing. i dont get any female attention, i really can't live like this for any timeline much past 6 months. the negatives just outweigh the positives by so much.
i thought there were other people like me, other people in my situation, people i've known who have the same problem. but then i talked to my friend and its really not the same. i have some kind of major problem. its so different from anyone else. i'm beginning to see now, theres something really wrong here.
and i'm sorry to rant like this. but how do you guys deal when you've hit rock bottom?
time doesn't heal ****. it just makes things worse and worse the more i wait for things to get better.
you know any girl i've "hooked up with" (grand total of 2) it was like set up? i've never just met a girl and have things go from there. someone had to convince them to like me.
i really got nothing, man. i have no real reason to wake up in the morning. nothing to look forward to. i'm pretty drunk right now so maybe thats why i'm posting this. every day is the same for me. i get up, i go to work, i go to the gym, i go home. im so sick of it.
i'm sick of hearing everyone i know talk about how they just hooked up with a chick this past weekend, **** like that, i can't deal with it anymore. what the **** am i missing. i dont get any female attention, i really can't live like this for any timeline much past 6 months. the negatives just outweigh the positives by so much.
i thought there were other people like me, other people in my situation, people i've known who have the same problem. but then i talked to my friend and its really not the same. i have some kind of major problem. its so different from anyone else. i'm beginning to see now, theres something really wrong here.
and i'm sorry to rant like this. but how do you guys deal when you've hit rock bottom?
Define rock bottom please. What constitutes rock bottom in your world?
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just at a really ****ty place right now.
