SUICIDE IS THE MOST SELFISH ACT IN THE WORLD! anyone could do it, but you kill more than yourself..you kill your family and friends....do i have the balls to do it, of course...would I? NEVER
when life gets tough, think of the millions that have it worse than you.....you are just a spec on the human map....
i agree, one of my friends killed himself last year, we never knew anything was wrong with him cause he hid it so well, then one morning he sent one of the guys a message, i got called to go find him but it was already too late. that day i swore in my mind i would never do that to my friends and family and if any of my other friends tried, i would give them a reason to kill themselves
like....how comforting it would be to fill the tub up with warm water, take a couple pills to thin the blood, then slice a couple veins open and just wait to die. i always imagine that you would be able to feel the blood pulsating out of you, and after a little while you would feel a tingling in your extremtities that works its way inward on your body...changing to a numb-type tingle, and then an excruciatingly shar pain that would last a few before complete numbness. i figure the numbness might make it up to my hips before i die.
and then ya think about how it would feel if you were to have walked out far away from the city, and just stood on the railroad tracks while the train hits you while going full speed. those last few seconds, that would really be exhilarating, feeling the rumble of the tracks vibrating through your body, the deafening sound, the anticipation building up more every second until all of a sudden ****in BAM! a milisecond of unimaginable pain before you are splattered across a thousand square feet.
ive no reason to kill myself, but you can bet that should i ever get suicidal, i will have fun with it, and im sure ill do my best to let the whole world know who i was. all of you who mentioned getting drunk to kill yourself have obviously never done hallucinogenic drugs. eat a couple mushrooms, they will give you an entirely different outlook on death and your role as an individual sentient being in the universe.
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There is nothing brave about commiting suicide. It does not take 'balls' to eat a bullet or slit your wrists. It takes a complete lack of self worth and extreme selfishness. Nothing ballsy about it.
Self-centered cowardly act.
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ive always wanted to know what dying feels like.
like....how comforting it would be to fill the tub up with warm water, take a couple pills to thin the blood, then slice a couple veins open and just wait to die. i always imagine that you would be able to feel the blood pulsating out of you, and after a little while you would feel a tingling in your extremtities that works its way inward on your body...changing to a numb-type tingle, and then an excruciatingly shar pain that would last a few before complete numbness. i figure the numbness might make it up to my hips before i die.
and then ya think about how it would feel if you were to have walked out far away from the city, and just stood on the railroad tracks while the train hits you while going full speed. those last few seconds, that would really be exhilarating, feeling the rumble of the tracks vibrating through your body, the deafening sound, the anticipation building up more every second until all of a sudden ****in BAM! a milisecond of unimaginable pain before you are splattered across a thousand square feet.
ive no reason to kill myself, but you can bet that should i ever get suicidal, i will have fun with it, and im sure ill do my best to let the whole world know who i was. all of you who mentioned getting drunk to kill yourself have obviously never done hallucinogenic drugs. eat a couple mushrooms, they will give you an entirely different outlook on death and your role as an individual sentient being in the universe.
Hell yeah at having fun with it, but as far as letting the whole world know who you are, look at the type of people who have tried that... Cho Seung-Hui (VT shooter), Hitler, Columbine shooter, etc... Be careful and do something like climb up the Sears Tower naked with latex gloves on and leather boots and just stand on top of the building for a couple of hours. Take some shrooms and then hang glide off of the Tower wherever your ****ed up mind takes you lmao. Now THAT would be a righteous way to go.
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There isn't much dignity in blowing your brains out, which is why assisted suicide should be legal. There are lots of cases where people should be allowed to die if they want. It's sick the government won't let them...
David Cross [On death & euthanasia]: I think its funny how, that if I want to die with peace and dignity that there's someone far away that can prevent it. Someone's like [strong southern accent] 'Hi, I just wanted to call. This is Jeanette Dunwoody from ****, Georgia. I heard that you're trying to kill yourself and I just wanna say that, well, you can't.' 'What?' 'Yeah, its not right, because all life is precious.' 'No, my life isn't precious, Ive been reduced to a **** and piss factory. I hurt always. I'm going to die within a year and I'm in pain constantly.' 'Oh, but um...no. Because of the Bible.' 'Well, I don't believe in the Bible.' 'Well, I do, silly!' [Hangs up]
There isn't much dignity in blowing your brains out, which is why assisted suicide should be legal. There are lots of cases where people should be allowed to die if they want. It's sick the government won't let them...
David Cross [On death & euthanasia]: I think its funny how, that if I want to die with peace and dignity that there's someone far away that can prevent it. Someone's like [strong southern accent] 'Hi, I just wanted to call. This is Jeanette Dunwoody from ****, Georgia. I heard that you're trying to kill yourself and I just wanna say that, well, you can't.' 'What?' 'Yeah, its not right, because all life is precious.' 'No, my life isn't precious, Ive been reduced to a **** and piss factory. I hurt always. I'm going to die within a year and I'm in pain constantly.' 'Oh, but um...no. Because of the Bible.' 'Well, I don't believe in the Bible.' 'Well, I do, silly!' [Hangs up]
i forget where, i want to say finland or sweeden, but in some european country, they have a brothel right next door to an assisted suicide place.
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it's psychosomatic. you need a lobotomy. ill get a saw. -calvin
for me to pull the trigger i would need the following
shrroms, acid, alcohol, a bad case of depression, and a gun.
you wouldn't be able to figure out which end of the gun the bullet comes out of if you were on shrooms. nor would you be able to figure out how the f*ck to pull the trigger. you'd probably end up shooting yourself in the foot. it's hard enough to figure out how to smoke a cigarette, let alone shoot a gun.
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Been a long, long time since I went on a 'shroom zoom. But yeah, as I recall, vaguely, operating heavy machinery or firearms will have less than desireable results. Whatever the desired results may be.
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Been a long, long time since I went on a 'shroom zoom. But yeah, as I recall, vaguely, operating heavy machinery or firearms will have less than desireable results. Whatever the desired results may be.
Yeah, been a while for me as well. New Year's 2000 as a matter of fact...the world turned into a Picasso painting in slow motion. And not in a good way.
I agree suicide is possibly the most cowardly act a human being can commit. Not just cowardly, but extremely selfish. Hey, if you don't care about yourself then that's just fine, but you should care enough about your family and friends and people who love you to NOT put them through something so devastating.
With that said, I also think it's a slap in the face to God. I know I'll probably get bashed for saying that. But Idc. God gave you life, and although you have free will and may do as you please, in God's eyes you have no right to destroy yourself. Plus, there's no "good" reason for suicide IMO. Your life may be in shambles but that's only temporary.
With that said, I also think it's a slap in the face to Zeus. I know I'll probably get bashed for saying that. But Idc. Zeus gave you life, and although you have free will and may do as you please, in Zeus's eyes you have no right to destroy yourself. Plus, there's no "good" reason for suicide IMO. Your life may be in shambles but that's only temporary.
How ridiculous the above probably looks to you now, is how it looked to me when I read your original version.
We euthanize dogs when they are in too much pain; don't you think we should extend that same humanity to people if it's what they want?
Alright, I was thinking about death and people who kill themselves today.
I'm not talking about the other ways you can kill yourself, just one.
Could you ever put a gun to your head and simply pull the trigger?
Even if I was suicidal, there is no way I have the balls for that, nooo way. I love life as it is, I just wanted to get other people thoughts on this grim subject.
but how would you know that? your not suicidal, your life isnt the dumps, when your depressed, you dont love life, therefor an escape would be suicide, you would understand if you would be able to get as depressed as to be suicidal
I probably couldn't pull the trigger. That's not to say I wouldn't do other things.
All of you people who say suicide is cowardly and selfish, etc. don't entirely know what you are talking about. Most of the people who are suicidal have serious psychiatric problems. They aren't normal everyday people. They are really F'ed in the head and you probably wouldn't know just by meeting them.
You can say or think what ever the hell you want to about me but I know what it is like to be so severely depressed and out of my mind to be at deaths door just waiting to take the right combination of pills, to cut just where I need to. By the time I or someone in my condition gets to that point, nothing and noone matters. Psychological pain is so bad at that point that it turns into physical pain. By then it seems like there is only one choice. Believe it or not, that choice is hard to make. I guess that's why I'm still alive.
Last September my psychiatrist tried a different drug on me that screwed things up worse and made things so bad again I attempted suicide. The only thing worse than trying is having it not work. It screwed up my long and short term memory and gave me nerve damage, mostly in my hands making it hard to write and type. I spent a night in ICU to watch for heart damage. I was shaking so bad I couldn't hold a full cup of water without spilling it. I spent several more days in a psych/drug rehab unit. yay.
I didn't decide I wanted to be clinically depressed. I've been writing suicide notes since I was 13. I'm 31 now. I've tried more meds that I can remember just to get my head straight. I take 5 now just to be somewhat normal and that kinda works. Does this make me a loser? A coward? Being suicidal and omg, attempting suicide comes with the territory. I don't like it anymore than anymore than anyone else. I don't like narcissistic psychiatrist throwing pills, psychologist, councilers asking how I f'in feel, hospitals, or the bills that come with them.
If you think this makes me less of a person then you can go straight to hell.
like....how comforting it would be to fill the tub up with warm water, take a couple pills to thin the blood, then slice a couple veins open and just wait to die. i always imagine that you would be able to feel the blood pulsating out of you, and after a little while you would feel a tingling in your extremtities that works its way inward on your body...changing to a numb-type tingle, and then an excruciatingly shar pain that would last a few before complete numbness. i figure the numbness might make it up to my hips before i die.
and then ya think about how it would feel if you were to have walked out far away from the city, and just stood on the railroad tracks while the train hits you while going full speed. those last few seconds, that would really be exhilarating, feeling the rumble of the tracks vibrating through your body, the deafening sound, the anticipation building up more every second until all of a sudden ****in BAM! a milisecond of unimaginable pain before you are splattered across a thousand square feet.
ive no reason to kill myself, but you can bet that should i ever get suicidal, i will have fun with it, and im sure ill do my best to let the whole world know who i was. all of you who mentioned getting drunk to kill yourself have obviously never done hallucinogenic drugs. eat a couple mushrooms, they will give you an entirely different outlook on death and your role as an individual sentient being in the universe.
dude you are one sick puppy...i'd share a foxhole with you any friggin day....
aside from that...only good reason to commit suicide would be if you had a brain tumor slowly eatin ya up ... and even then i think i'd wanna go out fightin a lion somewhere in africa
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death by cop....the only way to go unnatural
try to find the video of the guys in L.A around 1990 ... robbed the bank and literally cut the cops cars to pieces... full auto sks's 200 rd drums, and body armour
all 3 died , but pretty sweet way to go
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